25. Kurt and I went to Deception Pass on the way home from the island and there we decided that our new start date was August 20th. So, I gained an official month with him. I think the reason this means so much to me is because I look back and see the road to get to where we are now. I liked him for so long and was always aware that he wasn't sure because of the timing. And then he left, twice. There have been times that I look back and wonder what the draw was at that time, why put myself into a situation where there was so much possibility of disappointment but I can't say that I would ever do it differently. Daily, I feel lucky. Daily, I feel so thankful.
He's asking my why I didn't tell him he would need his jacket on the windy bridge.
I've found it hard lately to want pictures of myself to be taken and especially hard to look at them later. I don't love what I see here and that bothers me more. Kurt asked me if I wanted my picture taken and though I really wanted to say no, I said yes. I want to move away from who I think I should look like and see who I really am.
Favorite.
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