I'm finding in moments of Kurt's kindness a desire to cry. I thought it was because I was overwhelmed by his goodness to me but today I felt it differently. I still see how good and thoughtful he is but my desire to cry came from feeling like I didn't deserve him and his love. I think there is a part of me that knows that to be a lie but something whispers in just the right way to make me doubt myself.
I'm not foolish enough to believe that I deserve anything but my goal with Kurt is to daily love him the way I want to be loved, with affection, kindness and thoughtfulness. I've also hidden 12 Reese peanut butter eggs in his stuff and I'm just waiting for him to find them. As he does, I will add more to different areas so he's constantly finding them. Speaking his love language.
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